Today's been a much better day. Mainly because I went for a long walk with Cookie & it made me feel so much better. So going to focus on being sure I walk or run every day. I feel soo much better when I do. :)

Mustn't give in to depression now. Absolutely the worst thing I could possibly do right. Have to fight hard with everything I have. I will NOT give in!

Just want to chat somehow. Whatever works.

Okay, for starters, I'm going to get rid of most of the junk in this house. It's been a huge problem for me ever since we moved here. We've accumulated too much junk and it just makes my life harder. So everything but the most important things are going. Next, what's next. I'm not sure. :) But this is step one. All but the best stuff is going. I'll get the boys to help. No more junk! :) So that's the goal for this week. :) Okay, I feel better now! Now to finish the darn laundry. Blech! ;)

Need to figure out who I'm going to be now. :) Time to be me. So time to find out who that is. :)

There once was a girl who wanted the world. So she loved & she learned & she tried to be good. But there was a fire inside her that she couldn't control. Everyone said it was a very bad thing. So one day she decided to hide who she was. She was afraid of herself. Then she tried hard to be who they wanted her to be. But the fire still burned & she couldn't hide forever. It would flare to life when things got hard. So she'd push it down & try again. One day she learned how to control it. But she kept the fire down because she didn't know how to use it. Then, someone else's fire lit her own & she remembered who she was. So the fire began to burn & but it didn't have a purpose. Someday she'll know what the fire is for & the world will be brighter for it.

The sun followed the moon around the sky to rest it's head in the cool of night. The moon followed the sun to warm it's face and see the world from way up high. They followed each other until one day when the sun asked the moon to stay by it's side. Now the moon waits for the sun to show her face & stays to shine as the world wakes to life.